Wednesday, June 21, 2006 Hai... yday meet zhu zhu b4 gg to work... the feeling is terrible yet happy to c him... today dun noe sleep for how many hrs from the sky is bright sleep till it's dark dark i think i can sleep till tml morning if i did not see zhu zhu msg cos he ask me to eat dinner... :p yeah tml off off off..... meeting zhu zhu yeah yeah yeah ^^ Friday pay is coming, bouns is coming^^ yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah^^ Al is aro 3 weeks away yappy yappy ^^ yawnzzzz.... sleepy... posted by ~Dreamy Adeline~ @ Wednesday, June 21, 2006   0 comments Sunday, June 18, 2006 4 more days......... Looking forward to Thursday, as zhu zhu will have the 1st book out!!!! Than can see botak zhu zhu.... thursday is still a long way to go.... finally manage to have a long sleep and done wat i has not done be4 longs ago like drawing and using crayons to colour out something tat wat my heart wans of the colour... in the end of coloring i find tat it's is so unrealistic... Something tat will not appear in real life bah???!!!??? anyway just anyhow do it when i feel like it bah... u noe the feeling of anyhow doing thing is so relax no stress, nothing at all... it may seems ugly, messy, dirty to other??!!!??? but as long as i like it can le bah.. i find tat is an art to mi???!!!??? i'm feeling so empty this few weeks.... Actually this few days having no where to go maybe no accompany bah!!! after work went straight home listening to songs.... off days also at home others than gg for driving, library and dinner on tat day only... think i'm going 6 feet underground.... dying soon..... causes of death: -stress at work- -working in hell- something tat's motivate me to work is the money tat i'll get~ ~the BONUS~~ posted by ~Dreamy Adeline~ @ Sunday, June 18, 2006   0 comments Friday, June 16, 2006 Amused~~ Wao i'm so amused tat teenagers now adays are so talented... anywhere also can display their "arts".. i went to the ladies at west mall on one of the level when i was urinating i saw "nice arts" or "nice tattoos" on the cubicle walls.. Those ppl who done the master piece simply just used markers and write on it. well when i was doing my own things i kpo a bit and read some of the "arts pieces". Some just simlpy declare their love their.. oh my god, u wanna declare ur love tell it straight at the face at tat person la.. like tat write there how will those guys noes??? maybe their other partners are gals ops.... i'm gg off track le.. okie back to topic of wat i've done today.. today before going to driving center went westmall and see wf 1st. she's working than after tat went to the library and i realize tat so long i've not visited the library nor borrow books le.. so today borrowed three book [one story bk, two bks related to my job] after borrowing these three bks went to find wf ask her for help wanted to put the bks at her place cos very heavy la.. i never like to carry heavy bags.. After tat went for my driving and realize i'm so bad at it. my skills has drop.... :( after driving went back to westmall and realize so long never go westmall le but still nothing to see abt, saw so many ppl than suddenly had a headache... so went to look for wf and take back my bks and went to MOS burger and had my dinner. And i spent almost one hr there.. why so long simply is because i got nothing to do so slowly eat my dinner and read the books tat i've just borrowed lor.. Than went home after bath call tat zhu, in the end he told me he wanted to talk to his bunk mate.... i tot can talk longer or hang up early so i can sleep early.. hai never mind la.. Think in a relationship, u have to give in and not always the one taking.. Realize tat in a relationship u have ups and downs, have to understand each other, and many more.... i think staying together is more difficult... ARRR realize 24hrs a day is not enough for me.. still got so many things not yet done.... and one rest day is not enough for me, not yet rest enough? posted by ~Dreamy Adeline~ @ Friday, June 16, 2006   0 comments Thursday, June 15, 2006 Thousands of Roses... Well to all those ppl reading my blog just to let u noe tat if u can't stand complains pls dun read lor.. the following only ppl work in tat hell will understand ba.. well today bloody hell, so fed up with my S* (not to mention her bloody name just in case) today first thing in the morning i wrote i/o chart for pt till lunch and wrote what they going to eat. i look at e-menu and just wrote down what they will serve for pt.. S* so called help me bath rm 7 than she wrote something in the i/o chart than come to me and say are u the one who wrote all those diet down i say : " ya" and she ask:" is it the 1st time?" i reply:" yes" (actually it's not and everyone has been doing it, cos u will be busy than no time to write ur charts, so just in case u 4got what they eat) SO S* went to my tl who is a ssn and tell her to check my work as i'll do my work slip short... bloody hell so angry to hear tat... Feel like slap her up side down.. never see how i work than say i do work slip short.. 'tai ma de' when will i do my work slip short!!! there's ppl do slip short work never say anything to tat staff.. i noe why maybe tat staff good at 'pai ma pi' so S* like tat la.... Than this ssn told me she(S*) herself oso never do her job properly.. stop here [ thinking wat kind of NO is she] i noe tat she is now picking on me!! who cares... i noe it since tat roaster thing happen.. when she stare at me and i stare back!!!! phew... feel so good after all those.... has been so long tat i never had time for myself till today and tml, has been so busy this few days before 8th june busy with tat zhu after tat no off days till tml.. No time for listening to great songs, no time for my dairy so long never touch my diary le, no time for this and that... so long never go out in the shopping alone, no time to go swimming... Feels tat 24 hr a day is not enough for me... If i want to do more things i can't sleep more... Hai think tml sleep till late late than go out or do my own things.... feeling so sad got so many things kept inside myself dun noe who to tell.... think i'll tell them to my diary ba.. definate not here... hai zhu zhu has went army one week le.... one more week to go be4 we can meet .... feeling so terrible... Now than i noe tat when ur love ones went army how the feeling is like.... I noe u will not see this right now but want to tell u to take care of urself yeah... Hahaha... today guess what i dun belief it.. i've recieve my first birthday wish even thought it's still one month away and it's from party world Ktv.... There's this nice nice birthday card and a few voucher's and can be use only for next month... Next month cn go sing many times le cos got voucher than it's cheaper lor... posted by ~Dreamy Adeline~ @ Thursday, June 15, 2006   0 comments Thursday, June 08, 2006 [3S] Silly dream, Sleepless night, Sad me Well well, yesterday night slept early but in the end oso a sleepless nite for me. There's two reason. 1st had a silly stupid scary dreams. 2nd dear is going to get enlist to army today!!! share wif u guys my dream... in the dreams there's tee- ning (i dun noe why u appear), two friends ( can't recall who are they), zhu zhu and me myself. 5 of us went to one run down house and we start to explore it there's so many doors.. than one crazy guy came in wif bombs wif him so all of us run as fast as our legs can but in the end there's too many door so we can't recall which door is the exit. so we decide to spilt up at least not all 5 of us stuck there. Those manage to get out has to get help a.s.a.p. so we split into 2 groups. Me and zhu together than the other 3 one group. zhu and i manage to run out but the bomb guy caught the three of them so i wait outside and zhu zhu went in and help the three ppl as there's only one guy and two girls. when zhu zhu went in.. tee ning manage to run out. my other friend she tries to run out but i dun noe what happen to her in the end.. tee ning and i was outside awaiting for them to come out but out of no where this crazy girl came running after us. so we run again and to our delight we saw taxi and we board one of it and we found that all the taxi driver dun look like humans.... And i wake up lei.... and stare in the darkness... and found myself crying instead of sleeping... And it cost me sleepless night.... Dun dare to close my eyes as I afraid tat I when I went to sleep, I'll continue having tat dream... today wake up at 630am so lazy to wake up but got to... cos got to send tat zhu to tekong today he got enlist to army.. so went to tekong and take a look... if go there for holiday is not bad cos there's a big big sea.. too bad he's not... Got to wait for 14 more days before can see his botak head.. he will come out on the 22nd June. can't wait for this date to reach..... went back home alone after tat tekong thing and i slept in the train think i'm totally drain out lei ba as yday never sleep well... tat's all i got to say for today.. cm going back to hell and 7 more days before my off day haix... SIAN ARRRR!!!!!!!!! posted by ~Dreamy Adeline~ @ Thursday, June 08, 2006   0 comments Monday, June 05, 2006 piggy me yes yes u can call me a zhu "pig"... i've been sleeping like no body business... since saturday(3rd) been sleeping for more than my usual hrs, slept for abt 14hrs+.. my mom has been trying to wake me up but she failed.. haha sunday on wards slept for 8 hrs... yeah tonight last night shift le than 3 days off... but i'm not happy at all cos 8th june is coming near haix..... :( tat day i dreamt tat i resign haha.... well this how the dream like. i was doing something for one pt than the patient start to complian to me tat i've done wrong and start to shout at me. so i can't take it i shout back and sister stella noe it and talk to me till i can't stand it i shout at her.. and till snm LKK noe it and she can't stand me and we shout at each other in the end i just throw my resign letter at her face and just shout back at her... " nah... this is my resign letter i'm not gg to work at this stupid hell ward anymore" and i just walk off.. and i wake up le. those who can't stand my blog dun read cos my blog will have lots of complaint for me to vent my anger... so i'll not keep inside myself and get my mind more sick.... yday great thing happen hahahaha.... this stella show us our roaster b4 she hand in.. ( wa her face is so black blacker than bao qing tian when i came to work) so i saw 5 days straight morning my face change well i did request for morning shift but only one day tat's 1st july. and i ask her why i got 5 days straight morning noe wat she say? she said" i noe u gg to ask me" well if u noe than why at the first place u do it?? can't understand her.. so when at central report i tot she walk off le. so i told ah gal haf u seen ur roaster she said no. so i told her i dun border to see. she ask me why? so i say i got 5 days straight morning, i request for one day doesn't mean i wan 5 days morning. so this stella walk back and she heard it she stare at me i dun care i look back la i'm not in the wrong anyway... ( her face blacker now) she said she'll try to change i dun belief her... never mind if she never change see how i'll try to get more MC.. i dun care if the ppa i get 3 for attendence.. well yday she's just try to get fault with all of us normally nite shift we'll sign in and sign off cos we will go back at 730 am. so she say those who say in and sign out at the same time their names will be written down... well i'm one of them and we dun care at all.. ya ya today all of us has said we'll sign in and 730 we'll not sign out. If they ask why never sign out ? we'll say oh we forgot or i'm rushing home to sleep hahaha... this black face she's 8-430 so later dun need to see her face than i'm off for 3 days so i dun need to see her black face for 4 days yeah vv actually got more to say but not enough time so next time la k la i got to go lei.... bye bye take care my friends for my zhu zhu.... left with three days... posted by ~Dreamy Adeline~ @ Monday, June 05, 2006   0 comments Thursday, June 01, 2006 Oh no!!!! HAIX.. Dun noe wat to say.. But very long never blog le so today come in say say lor.. so sian everyday has to work and somemore we so stress up wif work le still have to see sister black face and pt's face too.. well i dun really mind abt pt's face but sister face i can't stand it cos when something cops up 1st thing 1st they will cover their own ass and blame us... wat can we do.. got to cover our own ass before them la... sad sad.... :( 8th june is coming!!!!! very very sad cos dear will be going to army le... can't meet him as and when we like... have to wait for 3 weeks than he will be able to book out on saturday, and wat if i'm working when he book out??!!?? I f meet him after work i'll be tired haix... think when i saw him all my tiredness will be gone and worth it... hope 2 yrs will be gone fast fast... Really great full tat zhu zhu fetch me home after my work.. Really really appreciate it... zhu zhu thanks for everything tat u've done for me!!! :) zhu hope u not angry wif me when i tickle u hor... cos u always tickle me one... :x zhu zhu thanks ur ah ma for the zhong zi... very yummy :) posted by ~Dreamy Adeline~ @ Thursday, June 01, 2006   0 comments About Me Name:Adeline Aka Ah Mei ~Dreamy Adeline~ Home: singapore, Singapore About Me: See my complete profile Previous Post more things are happening surprise?? another boring sunday.... went breakfast at BK and... boring sunday cny is round the corner pissed off tired tired j.c.i. argh... useless... wanna discard things yet my i/c... a day in clinic Archives April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 March 2009 May 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 May 2010 Links ~Andriele~ ~Darren~ ~Diana~ ~Hui min~ ~Kelvin~ ~L'Amour de Couture~ ~LYLA ROSE~ ~Peifen~ ~PeiJie~ ~~Phil~~ ~Sharon Aw~ ~Shu Ting~ ~[The Metal box]~ ~The purple cottage~ ~Valerie~ ~Wen ting~ ~Xiaxue~ ~Zoey~ Template by