***[Adeline]***

Saturday, March 01, 2008

grieving...

Yesterday i was very upset....
someone i noe and gets along well had leave mi....
She's a friend to mi rather then a patient...

how can the greens one told us not to be so emo and to control ourself when we are working as a FRIEND passes away??? Dun they have emotions?? they dun noe her well so?? doesnt mean tat we aren't her friends when at work?
so angry yet sad....

Feng huang will always be in our memories for those who noes her...
when ever we are on nite shift she'll stay up late and chit chat wif us and enjoying our food!! kfc tat she always wanna eat!! keke...
i'll miss the days when we will go into her room and eat kfc during work and chat at the same time.... tat's when we had had NO TIME FOR BREAK!!! SEE HOW WE WORK!!!

we celebrated her birthday last july for her and she was so happy...
and i'm glad tat i had her pics!!! she'll always wif a big smile like her doreamon!!!

today went down to her wake and see her the last time and her sis pass mi a letter...
her sis says:" she's got time for u all but no time for mi"
i think from wat she says feng huang did not write letter to her sis but to mi, siti and veni...
well at least now i have her pics and letter to look at when i miss her..

here's wat she wrote (some not type out as it's personal) keke

....Still remember my birthday that day! it was so funny. It's really a memories to me.
Actually everything is a memory to me. Is a precious to me. $ not enough.
You are all lovely angels to me. when i down, you all are always there beside me. I'm really very happy to know you all.
As i always say, i lost some but gain lots.
I lose to the battle But i gain you all lovely angles!
Remember not to shed tears ya! i still want to go up and see you all guai guai do work leh.
hee hee hee...

just now after reading i break down and thanks dear for being there to hug mi tight and let mi cry out...
now since feng huang told mi not to shed tears so i'll wont!!! but my mood needs time to brighten up again! but i belief i can make it soon.... as lives still have to go on....

ps: put the past in ur back memories and treasure the present and the future.
2335hr

posted by ~Dreamy Adeline~ @ Saturday, March 01, 2008

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